Thursday, March 31, 2016

"If you ask for nothing, you'll get everything" ..... Some tea time wisdom (:

Sunday, March 27, 2016

From the heart

 I don't want to be content with someone. I want to have a partner who challenges and inspires me...someone who shows me the other side. Love isn't about contentment, it's about growth and experience and acceptance of that person all the way through. 

 One should feel comfort and confidence in who they've chosen as a partner, feeling warm and fuzzy when their love is around. Love is looking at someone and feeling happy about their being - happy they've chosen you...seeing them with clear eyes, just the way they are. I guess, to me, comfort and contentment are not the same. Love is that cushion of comfort through life - through doubt and challenge when you do not feel content. 

Love is not perfection. Love is an offering and a gift from one to another. Never to be forced or asked for - it comes from the heart. 
(Ps I may not know what I'm talking about...)

Wednesday, March 16, 2016

Today

Last night I thought work would distract me from the hurt. 
It did for moments at a time, but I still thought of you: 
A feeling of sadness squeezing my heart like a wet sponge ebbs and flows through me when my thoughts go to you

Last night I often had to stop and take a breathe, telling my heart to let go. 

Maybe it's a habit I'll be able to keep after a while...keeping the sadness out after a certain number of squeezes. 

Maybe then, I'll be dry of my tears and ready to move on. 


Tuesday, March 15, 2016

Wednesday, March 9, 2016

“This guy is like a pearl in the dirt!”
-girl from Nurse Jackie