Breathing is my life

I hate the idea of having a personality. 
Why do I have to tell someone what I'm "like".  
I can't be defined by the way I usually am...or maybe I should say 
I don't want to be defined that way.
Because, look at me...I'm somehow different than ever before.  
I do new things...live new moments!
I'm never the same, never a stagnant personality. 
I'm a living-breathing-growing-me. 
Sometimes it hurts to realize that each new moment takes me
further from those moments I last experienced. 
Those moments I loved with all of my heart.  I lived them fully!
I am different and new with each inhale and each exhale. 
Every word I hear or speak brings change.
Some distant things mean even less to me, with each new inhale. 
When they used to mean SO much. 
But, here I am!  Still in my skin, still that person that's been in all those 
places.  
I continue to inhale and exhale, like always... 
Oh that renewal :) 
These new moments have their own value.