More potent than worries

Lately, I've been doing more thinking than I usually do.
Of course...I always think throughout my days in one way or another.
I go from place to place, doing tasks and completing duties.
I use my brain, but I don't THINK about it.
I don't analyze and try to synchronize my thoughts with
my feelings.

I think that's one of the things that has always given me a
sense of freedom.
I think without thinking.
I use my brain but my heart and feelings steer the thoughts.
Sometimes my heart and feelings give me this euphoria.
And, I could be doing homework and have a sore throat and rent
is due that day, but that amazing Weepies song that's soothing my
ears is giving me this sense of euphoria that is more potent than any
worries present in my mind.

I want to think about pure loving.
Loving without selfishness or "considering self" first.
I want to walk through life with my focus on others
and making it all feel good, rather than
considering and examining how I feel.

Looking out at my backyard fence, at my neighbor in a coffee shop,
or gazing at my teacher who is usually grumpy,
I want to see the happy.  The joy.  The positivity.  The story of each
person.
I want to remember that we're all people.

Today is a new day to look and feel and decide
what I want to make of it all.
And I want it to be good.
In all ways.